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The Boy Who Wants to Fly

by Paul Lappin

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Ian Great music, can't wait for the CD to arrive. Cheers Paul
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1.
Lately you’ve been on my mind I think your habit’s made you blind You seem to know when things go wrong So why were you so quiet for so long Where were you when we were young I thought your conscience made you strong You always had a word to say so Where were you when everything went bad today You used to make such a lot of noise Now you play with many toys If you thought that things were going wrong Why were you so quiet for so long Where were you when we were young I thought your conscience made you strong You always had a word to say so Where were you when everything went bad today I close my eyes as patience flies Did something change When we were together You know I’m pretty sure that you had a choice But you kept ignoring your inner voice You read the news just to stay ahead But then you’d repeat everything that they said Where were you when we were young I thought your conscience made you strong You always had a word to say so Where were you when everything went bad today
2.
Serendipity 03:24
Many times you said that you were free Way too often I would disagree I’d ask the world to hold the door Just in case you wanted something more You seem to think there’s nothing left to say You find the words and then you Throw them all away You’re digging in another land Crushing all the options in your hand You thought that it would be alright When everything was wrong You were looking for a better life And you had it all along Close your eyes and listen Carefully they said Can you hear the colours Yelling in your head You wait beneath an angry sky Waiting for another day so you can fly You wanted many memories But all you have are friends Maybe if you stay a while You can do it all again You thought that it would be alright When everything was wrong You were looking for a better life And you had it all along
3.
For many years I’ve hid my fears I keep them dark, within my heart I’ve tried to find a world of calm Was leaving wrong Where do we belong Turn your back and let me be I don’t deserve your sympathy I turned away from everyone Now all I have’s my only son Keep your head up and don’t give up yet You have friends who you haven’t met yet The world will see you as a worthy father The boy you cling to will become another Don’t dwell too much on troubled times You have your son, things will turn out fine Turn your sadness into tears of joy and Watch the world embrace your only boy I had a choice, I had a voice I could have stayed, not been afraid The home we found came crashing down For him I left. There’s nothing left to say Keep your head up and don’t give up yet You have friends who you haven’t met yet The world will see you as a worthy father The boy you cling to will become another Don’t dwell too much on troubled times You have your son, things will turn out fine Turn your sadness into tears of joy and Watch the world embrace your only boy
4.
Will the joy start fading if I walk away? Like the thread of a memory, from yesterday So many broken stories I can live without But this is one of those moments I dream about When the rain stops falling, everything is still I get up with the sunrise, there’s a day to fill I’m aware that today is just another day But I think I’ll savour it anyway I feel the life of another time, it’s all around I had a dream and I’ll carry it Into this world i’ve found because... When the rain stops falling, everything is still I get up with the sunrise, there’s a day to fill I’m aware that today is just another day But I think I’ll savour it anyway
5.
Before I open the door I feel I’ve been here before And as the rain disappears, so do the years Can I buy you a beer Do you live around here You seem like one of the few Who sees the world as I do It’s nice to meet you Can you show me around And share the wisdom you’ve found Is there happiness here It would be nice if it’s near You have a face to admire A look of distant desire You don’t do as they do You have your own point of view It must be nice to be you I try and imagine what will be So much emptiness to see Can all this freedom really be for me We’ll see Your life seems unhurried You don’t appear to be worried Should my standards be lower For my life to be slower I know I’ve not been here long but I feel I belong And if it’s OK with you I’d like to do as you do What’s it like to be you I try and imagine what will be So much emptiness to see Can all this freedom really be for me I try and imagine how I’ll be In a new community Can all this freedom really be for me We’ll see
6.
The Lonely 02:56
Carry on if you want to Maybe just look behind you first You might see the world you’re chasing It depends on the way you’re Facing I guess The longer alone you wander The less of the world you want to know All that you’ve seen and been and done You’re still not sure which way to go You’ll never be like the lonely You’re carrying too much on your mind You’d love to be loved but only You’d regret all the love you’d leave behind Where are the lonely going Why are their feet not slowing down If they stay on the road to nowhere How long ‘til you think they’ll get there The shadows within their faces Seem to speak of troubled places But they travel where nature takes them Maybe you would like to join them You’ll never be like the lonely You’re carrying too much on your mind You’d love to be loved but only You’d regret all the love you’d leave behind
7.
There’s a boy who wants to fly But they told him not to try So he leaves the books unread And floats above his bed instead There’s a girl who thinks she’s slow Always running, always low She keeps trying to hide her face But she always wins the race There’s a boy who likes to sing Is that such a crazy thing While his friends just sit and stare He hears music everywhere There’s a girl who won’t sit still She has an empty space to fill They say she doesn’t have a chance If all she wants to do is dance There’s a man who sits and stares In a place where no one cares All his thoughts are fading fast As he reflects upon his past He’s a boy who wants to fly He just wants to touch the sky Would it really’ve been so bad To live the dream that he once had There’s a girl who always dreams Never listening it seems She hears what the future brings And she dreams of better things There’s a man who wants to fly But they told him not to try So he leaves the books unread And floats above his bed instead
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Come here son, now they’re all gone Can I tell you the things I’ve done I need to share my life you see Don’t let these memories die with me On mountains I have climbed and stood The isolation felt so good The trees were still, no birds to sing Such silence is a special thing I’d do it all again if I could It’s over now, but life was good Early morning I would rise I’d watch the eagles fill the skies Endless trees and glassy lakes I miss the sound that silence makes I’d do it all again if I could It’s over now, but life was good So lift your head son, spread your wings son Go fill your eyes with amazing things I would join you if I could Because, I tell you, life is good In love I tried, I laughed and cried I let my heart be my guide I still think of her now and then And my heart fills with life again So lift your head son, spread your wings son Go fill your eyes with amazing things I would join you if I could Because, I tell you, life is good
10.
As the world looked on and frowned, why did I stay But I stood on the bend of the road as you faded away It's then that I noticed the breeze Or was something else moving the trees Why did you run when you did Should I have done what I did Who am I trying to kid, it’s done Now I’m lying awake in the dark It was late but I didn’t care, the evening was clear If I’d stopped to look at the night would you still be here Should I have just left you there Or helped you to crawl on somewhere Why did you run when you did (where were you running to) Should I have done what I did (I didn’t know what else to do) Who am I trying to kid, it’s done Now I’m lying awake in the dark

about

In 2014 I was given a unique opportunity to look after a small, isolated farmhouse in the Occitanie region of the south of France which coincided with a time when I was looking to develop some song ideas.

Most of the songs on the album were written within the first few months of arriving at the house. The melodies came during long walks in the hills and vineyards, the lyrics were penned in local cafés. “Nice To Meet You” was written after a conversation with a local French farmer who welcomed me to the area by buying me lunch. “After the Rain” was written on a clear and sunny morning after a heavy storm, reinforcing my urge to never waste a day.

It’s an optimistic album, but it’s not without its darker moments. I’ve never been one for following the news but even in relative isolation certain stories filter through; “Eye of the Storm” was a reaction to how helpless and frustrated I felt to all the crap that was going on at the time. “Song for Someone” is about the refugee crisis, a father and his son fleeing a war torn country, battling with self-doubt and uncertainty. But even these relatively sombre tunes have some optimism.

It’s been an incredible journey, one that is probably best summed up by the title track “The Boy Who Wants To Fly”. It was originally written for my young nieces and nephews but listening to it now I can also hear a lot of my younger self in there. Maybe it will connect with others too.

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released October 23, 2020

Music and lyrics by Paul Lappin ©2020
Produced and mixed by Jon Buckett
Mastered by Pete Maher
Recorded at Earthworm Recording Studio, Swindon
Cover artwork by Paul Lappin

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"...a blend of indie, rock and pop which is at turns melodic, euphoric and soulful but always honest, relevant, reflective and passionately in love with life."

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